Striving For Clarity
Last day of school:
Everyone else: I'm gonna miss everyone so much!
Me: Fuck you all, I'm out bitches!

I can’t believe i’m admitting it but…i’m kinda lonely :(

I’ve been super productive since school ended.

i’m so stupid.

lol omg, i can’t stop thinking about it.

Tomorrow is my last day of highschool.

yess

I want to live for myself,

but i’m not selfish enough. This is my problem.

I don’t know why people think just because i’m “nice” I would take any of the shit people say about me.

No bitch. I can crack too, everyone gets mad. Me especially. Nice people especially. Why? Because they get stepped on, used ALL THE FUCKING TIME. How many times can you get punched until you feel the pain? Until you fight back? BITCH, I’m not gonna take this shit anymore. I don’t ever hold grudges so i guess i should start. I don’t EVER do anything when people talk shit about me. Bitch, i guess it’s about time that i react. I mean what do you fucking expect. Am i some kind of doormat for you to wipe your feet on? BITCH YOU WISH. Oh the shit someone with built up anger can do. I can fuck your whole life over in one fucking second.

Okay i admit it. I’m a LIAR.

I LIE. but really now…who doesn’t? Sometimes the truth should stay unspoken. Lies hurt, but the truth can kill.

I love how people at school insult me in the nicest ways.

Aw, it was something so small yet so sweet. I don’t know. I think i might be reading him all wrong.